I had a conversation with a friend of mine a few nights ago. We got into a weird conversation where we stirred up past loves and such...something I tend to keep to myself and don't really do with friends. Anyways, I think it started when I told her I wanted to delete a mutual friend, but she said not to because she wanted to invite him to her wedding and she didn't want it to be awkward between us.

It just hit me how much people tend to care about this type of stuff. I mean who cares if someone doesn't like the stuff you put up or if someone deletes you. I don't comprehend the weight this holds....Well I guess in a way I was doing the same as she was, but I just feel uncomfortable putting pics up knowing that someone unwanted is seeing them. I mean I'm not gorgeous or narcissist, but I just want to share stuff with people I can trust. Idk...I think I have way too much time on my hands, but it's just that these days I have so many nonsensical  things going through my head that I just want to write them out. I guess emotions are building up for some reason.

idk emotions and feelings in a nutshell are the most scariest thing.....