As much as I love to read and work on research, I feel that right now my mind is too tired to think.
I have a paper pending, and as much as I try to work on it, I just can't finish it. And I feel really disappointed and angry at myself for dragging my professor into this paper without finishing it. But I just feel I won't be able to finish it. I have school stuff that occupy my mind 24/7 and now I'll have money issues that I need to worry about, so if I get a job I won't be able to finish writing it.
I am a prideful and stubborn person, and as much as I hate to leave something unfinished I think I might have to do stop this and inform my professor. I feel like a total failure and ashamed when I tell her. I really looked up to my professor and am really grateful for all her help, so I thought I could at least do this one last assignment with her, but I can't even do that.
Man I just feel so upset right now thinking about it. And as prideful as I am, I'll continue working on this paper until I start my summer classes this Monday. I still have 3 days, and I'll make them count for at least something.