You know that feeling that just lingers around and keeps bringing you back down to your senses really sucks. Here I am trying to see what the grad school in SA has to offer, looking around their programs and stuff, and this damned feeling comes in and kinda just brings me down. Like a mixture of nostalgia/confusion with a hint of doomsday. I don't know. I mean I like the program, and I sometimes get the feeling that this is where I should go; but then, I get this other feeling that just doesn't like the place and says "nah, this is not where you belong." Fuck you feelings! I like the program and maybe even the location (no I don't like the infrastructure of this city...it's too...cluttered?), but there is this "thing" that keeps telling me that I shouldn't go to this place but then I get the feeling that this is where I will actually end up in.....WTF. lol! This is funny and fun. And shit don't let me get into the feeling that I will suddenly just realized that "this" is not real. That all of "this" is fake, and I'm soon either going to sleep and never wake up or I'll just suddenly die. lol. End of the world? Damn gut feelings, I love you!
I don't know, it's just very funny. :)
I don't know, it's just very funny. :)
