Me: "find me Wi-Fi and I'll get us home!"

just got back from Minnesota.....
I expected my trip to have some flaws or for things to turn out wrong, so I planned accordingly with plans A-Z each with their "What if...?" case scenario
....sigh...who would have thought that all my worries of getting lost or stranded in some unknown state would have actually happened 2 and a half hours FROM MY DAMN HOMETOWN!!! WTF IS WRONG (*&*^&^%%$^%!!!!!!!!

It was Super, SUPER, slam your finger with the car door FUNNY!!
sighhhhhhhhhhhh I need to write this whole experience down to never forget it and to tell my kids just how funny life can be, or to simply remind myself how silly life can be. :) However, I'll write that later. I'm super sleepy and tired.

nonsense

sad that I didn't know what a S&M club was...

I feel really tired lately. Just want to sleep and never move from there.

You know the tiredness is from last night. You had to put up plywood on the back side of the house, reinforce it with some 2x8s, and then sweep much of the water that had gotten in. 
Oh yeah and that piece of plywood fell, so you had to go out and pick it up. Yeah the water was really cold and it was muddy & heavy! Your clothes got wet and you needed to get a shower. 
You didn't finish your results for the paper since you were out there for at least 2 hours. 
Since your myspace was opened, you wrote about it. You got tired and fell asleep with everything left on. You forgot pretty much everything else. lol 
Hey, didn't you also just get back from SA? Oh yeah, you were walking all around the campus getting a tour, but the advisor you wanted to speak to wasn't even there. It was rather POINTLESS! hahah 
And those guys from MN aren't being very helpful are they. You sure you're going next Monday to MN? You still haven't bought the tickets. 
rub it in will you

Gut feelings suck don't they. 
Pretty much.

Feelings suck. No, feelings are scary, and you knew that from the start; so stop thinking about it. 
Let things take their toll. [that's probably in a song...google it!!]
NO. I won't google it! *fuck it is in a song
....enough I'm going to bed.

sidetracked

Why the hell am I watching stock market videos!?

It went from:
Microtox-->trendlines-->stock market

lol

Ah, I love this. Exactly what I was thinking!

 

from: http://www.flickr.com/photos/superdd/3217313472/

*I hear thunder o.o*

murderer

I think I killed a toad on my way back from work today..... T-T
It had been raining all evening long so my guess is that all the little (actually I saw two and they were quite HUGE!) toads came out. I saw one jumping across the street and tried swerving to one side and avoid it, but when I looked through my mirror I couldn't see it anymore....I remember a small "bump" on the back wheel but that street is full of pot holes so I can't be certain... aww poor toad. My apologies Mr. Toad.

I did manage to avoid the second one though! Yay! It actually just froze on the spot when I got near, so I'm hoping the first one also froze on the spot to avoid being killed. Fingers crossed*

scary future

i don't think i should even go for the masters then....

http://finance.yahoo.com/news/even-a-phd-couldn-t-keep-this-man-off-food-stamps.html

pulling the strings

You know that feeling that just lingers around and keeps bringing you back down to your senses really sucks. Here I am trying to see what the grad school in SA has to offer, looking around their programs and stuff, and this damned feeling comes in and kinda just brings me down. Like a mixture of nostalgia/confusion with a hint of doomsday. I don't know. I mean I like the program, and I sometimes get the feeling that this is where I should go; but then, I get this other feeling that just doesn't like the place and says "nah, this is not where you belong." Fuck you feelings! I like the program and maybe even the location (no I don't like the infrastructure of this city...it's too...cluttered?), but there is this "thing" that keeps telling me that I shouldn't go to this place but then I get the feeling that this is where I will actually end up in.....WTF. lol! This is funny and fun. And shit don't let me get into the feeling that I will suddenly just realized that "this" is not real. That all of "this" is fake, and I'm soon either going to sleep and never wake up or I'll just suddenly die. lol. End of the world? Damn gut feelings, I love you!

I don't know, it's just very funny. :)

you've got to be kidding me!

Stupid paper was due till Wed! I could have studied more (T___T)
Stupid girl for not reading that paper outline!
Stupid stupid stupid.....
＼(◎o◎)／！ ＼(◎o◎)／！ ＼(◎o◎)／！

and I bombed that test! (bombed=failed)

mmmhhh...?

I have a final and paper due on Monday.
I decided to miss my review session on Friday because I didn't want to miss work again.
But I got to see my friend's play at the university that same night after work.
I still haven't studied or finished my paper.
I'll leave for work again in about 45 minutes.
I'll probably go and meet up with my friend again to congratulate her on her hard work in her play (this time with my other friend present since she couldn't go on Friday).
I'm working on my paper as I type this (I'm just taking a small break from all those error bars and standard deviation stuff).
I have a pain in the area where the solder pad arms of my glasses meet my nose.
It's humid, and I'm sweaty. (*shudder in disgust)
And what the hell is that humming/swirling noise that I keep hearing!!! I'm not in New Mexico or in Canada, so WTF is that noise?!