You Really Do.
I would have thought that you would understand why I didn't want them to take them. I told you I would have helped you in neutering them, even though I'm against that idea, but even so I would have helped you through it. Just as long as they could have stayed here with us. We even discussed about taking them in Spring Break, and yet you still did that.
I guess you were tired of having to put of with them. Not that they were much to handle in the first place. I really don't know what was going through your head at that time.
I hope this rumor is not true. My number one fear in this world are feelings. They can amaze me yet bless me with so much terror of what they can lead someone to do in the mist of a sudden burst of mixed hormones.
I write this to remind myself of why I might not trust you anymore or why I might not see you as I did before my dear sister.
