You Disappoint Me.

You Really Do.
I would have thought that you would understand why I didn't want them to take them. I told you I would have helped you in neutering them, even though I'm against that idea, but even so I would have helped you through it. Just as long as they could have stayed here with us. We even discussed about taking them in Spring Break, and yet you still did that.

I guess you were tired of having to put of with them. Not that they were much to handle in the first place. I really don't know what was going through your head at that time.

I hope this rumor is not true. My number one fear in this world are feelings. They can amaze me yet bless me with so much terror of what they can lead someone to do in the mist of a sudden burst of mixed hormones.

I write this to remind myself of why I might not trust you anymore or why I might not see you as I did before my dear sister.

Aww shoot!!

So my Norton Anti-virus expired, and I haven't gotten the chance to go buy a new one or to renew it online. But I don't think I'll purchase Norton again. I think it was because of Norton and it's stupid glitches that almost made my computer crash. I lost count of how many system restores I had to do just so that Norton could finally install some stupid 360 update program that didn't come with my software in the first place. It just kept shutting off for no reason, the full system scan only removed cookies, and yet I saw some trojan viruses being blocked after logging in through the normal system log in process. I spent too much time on this, since I don't like to leave my laptop alone when it's going through a virus scan or installation process...I feel it might need me.(LOL) Anyways, after that "program" update and expiration thing, my computer will not open any pages off the search engines or any other website that is not in my bookmark toolbar; if it does open a page, it leads me directly to some yellow pages and cell phone stuff.

My guess is that it's infected. But I find it so suspicious that it happened right after it's expiration. I don't know. But for now, I guess I'll keep using the private web browsing since I can at least browse the internet correctly without going somewhere wayyyyy off.

I'm trying the AVG anti-virus 30 day trial one on my other laptop, let's see how that one goes, and by the looks of it....I probably won't like it...it is slowing my computer a lot. lol I couldn't even safely eject my portable HD while it ran a virus name update. An update!!

LOLOL!! It's PC tuneup registered 47 registry errors and 196 junk files....and the majority are from AVG!!! silly. Still I'll wait and see. :)

*sigh*

If only I had gone through the computer and programming degree route....

all for the money!!!!

I agreed to go into work at 6am tomorrow morning. This will mean I'll have to wake up around 4:30am, leave my house around 5am, and arrive at work around 6.

All for the extra ca$$$$$$hhh. lol

Excellent.

My book order was canceled from BD, so I had to get it through amazon. (I need to check if the refund comes in!!) I'm falling behind on my lecture reading though. :(

I just noticed how I suck at simple math!!! I need a good GRE score!!

eh?! A trip to MN is WAY cheaper and longer if you go to Chicago first and then to MN. The "shortest" route would be too expensive since it takes you to L.A., then OR, and then MN.......hmmmm.....

My brother did answer the question!! hahah. and made fun of my email name lol.

Miss. Silhouette

I have a thing for silhouettes. （⌒▽⌒）
and my hair is usually like this at home...in a mess.

fufufufu

My brothers out of town in college. We really don't have an "internet" or "social networking" connection, so when I asked for his email it felt kinda weird lol.
Anywho, I sent him an email and to verify it was him, and I added a question: 'Name of your gf: (answer here).' lol let's see if he responds :D

Listening to Sigur Ros since I didn't go to work today....
When I first heard this song it "felt" something was off yet it drew me in. Not much because it "felt" joyful or because I imagined a parade like image like in the movie paprika, but the beginning was different. After some thought, I realized the beginning was different from most songs. It actually felt like it began as if it was ending. Idk, like it reached it's peaking point from the very start, keeps it steady, and then it slowly, harmoniously tells the beginning of the song as it ends. I just realized I'm not making any sense lolol! Idk, it just feels like it starts off as if it's ending but it's actually barely starting. I guess metaphorically, just like life: we are born with an eventual perspective to death, yet when we get old and are about to die, we say it's just the beginning (well some people do). [[[whoa, I really lost myself here!! ahaha]]] Just my opinion.

Really love this song though （*´▽｀*）<3