Only in graduations in which I participate, make me feel very angry and edgy after they are finished. I just want to go home. I don't want to go anywhere. No celebration; no eating out; no nothing. Let me go home. I get angry at EVERY SINGLE THING! The drivers, the traffic lights, the weather, making small stops at H.E.B, and above all the PEOPLE! It's ridiculous...
But if I'm just watching on the side lines, I don't get this upsetting feeling. I can listen to all the speeches a million times and I probably won't feel as angry as when I'm actually a participant. I could care less if the ceremony takes 4-8 hours, just don't let me be in it. I don't mind going out to eat and celebrate with the person in question. I'm actually quite calm and normal. I find this very funny.
I guess the rise of testosterone levels, which are found after an achievement, just make me cranky. LOL~!
On the side note; before I forget:
Grad #:69 (keep; Pisces, YY)
Seat #: 131 (rearrange; birth)
Alpha #: 48 (sum; dollar)
Speaker: A Biomedical engineer; CMI Inc. (hint)
But if I'm just watching on the side lines, I don't get this upsetting feeling. I can listen to all the speeches a million times and I probably won't feel as angry as when I'm actually a participant. I could care less if the ceremony takes 4-8 hours, just don't let me be in it. I don't mind going out to eat and celebrate with the person in question. I'm actually quite calm and normal. I find this very funny.
I guess the rise of testosterone levels, which are found after an achievement, just make me cranky. LOL~!
On the side note; before I forget:
Grad #:69 (keep; Pisces, YY)
Seat #: 131 (rearrange; birth)
Alpha #: 48 (sum; dollar)
Speaker: A Biomedical engineer; CMI Inc. (hint)
