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So plans don't always go as one plans them; even if you have plan B or C. I had plans in the "what if" backup side, and they're not helping much in this decision (well maybe just a bit).

The gut feeling has not subsided, or rather it has been taken over by sooo many other thoughts that I've not placed much attention to it anymore lol. I wonder what this gut feeling is..

Anywho, I just know I can take the easy route out of this predicament and just conform to this life and place without really seeking anything better or at least trying/seeing something different than my norm. No, I'm no caged bird; I don't believe anyone is. I just never really felt like actually trying to leave. In this case, I will not lie, I'm not going with the flag of "I'm looking for a better education" because I'm really not (that's just a plus in plans :D ), but I'm just really REALLY curious as to what is at the end of this road called I35. I want to see the other end lol. I just like to think of it as finding our reflection or mirrored place at the end of this road. Our opposites in weather, perhaps people, and what they have to offer. I'm just curious...very curious.

The grass is green everywhere, it's just the hands that tend it that differ.