Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Bionic...

Humanoid Robot... Android....autonomous robot....person... I wonder.
I cry my eyes out in really sad and joyful scenes, but it seems I mainly do this in animated movies/episodes and books. Scenes involving real life, flesh people with the same degree of emotional intensity do not stir my tear ducts, but the only exception is if the scene involved old people, children, animals, or death scenes (even of the bad guys), then they'll stream out. Scenes where emotions can be transmitted let it be of happiness or of frustration for being powerless or simply where injustice and degradation of the heart is depicted...I've seen quite a few emotional movies were someone dies or something, but they don't make the same impact as a cartoon or a book for some reason. Maybe I might have shed a tear, but I don't remember... I don't know. Perhaps it just doesn't feel... real...I mean I understand why a book might win over a movie anytime because I'm so engrossed into what I'm reading that I feel everything as if I'm in it since it's all in my imagination (the wonders of it!), and I know a cartoon is just a graphical animation that conveys real life to some degree, yet these two always win in the feeling level compared to a flesh movie. Maybe it's also due to the fact that re-enacting scenes which involve great emotional stress without a real stimuli to make a sad scene, for example, is not easy for people to portray.  Or maybe I have something wrong in my hormones..genes...maybe I'm not even a true human...lol..hmm odd.. 
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Anyways, I mainly wrote this because I re-watched a rather scary and heartfelt film, and yes it was a cartoon! Even though I had previously watched it, I forgot what had happened and I just had a feeling it was a really sad film (and I say scary because we've all probably been through this emotional tensity which I find rather nerve racking). So when I started watching it, all the feelings came back :')

But still who doesn't go through this at one point in their lifetime. Usually crushes just stop talking to me, so I really never had to see someone I considered dear leave as these two had to part. But, I just wish that if I ever go through something similar (whichever side of the guy or the girl), I would want to remain true to what I feel and say what I have to say without regrets in rise of the opportunity (and so far so good :) ). I say this because the fool could have told her what he wrote on that damn letter since his freakin lips weren't sealed! >:[  anyways, enough of ranting like a pubescent teenage girl. I liked this film...I should go buy it :)
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