Saturday, June 26, 2010

I don't know

Hmm, I'm 21. Even by saying this number, I just don't feel it. I don't feel any different from a day before or from the years before. I feel the same, and I do the same things (with some new things added). But overall, I am the same.
I still watch anime, read manga, procrastinate (when I know I can or just feel like it, like right now), and just do the same things that I liked to do when I was in my younger years. Shoot, I even still love and idolize Sailormoon. Still believe in mystical powers; that the unicorns, dragons, and the phoenix are the best mystical beings; the spirit/soul (however you might want to call it) is something that grows and is something very powerful; etc, etc (I could go on but I have homework).
Anywho, I look the same as in my high school younger years; heck, I look the same as in my elementary years. I guess it just hasn't dawned on me that I am an adult and that I'm growing old! I guess I've never stopped and thought "I'm 21. Not 12, 16, or 19. 21." I guess I should move out of my parents house, get my first job in my whole lifetime, and do things away from my comfort zone. Maybe with these changes, perhaps then I'll feel different.
But I guess I might look the same, but I know I have changed (and keep changing) in my own little ways...

BWAHAHAHA..... i know, random.