I don't know

Hmm, I'm 21. Even by saying this number, I just don't feel it. I don't feel any different from a day before or from the years before. I feel the same, and I do the same things (with some new things added). But overall, I am the same.
I still watch anime, read manga, procrastinate (when I know I can or just feel like it, like right now), and just do the same things that I liked to do when I was in my younger years. Shoot, I even still love and idolize Sailormoon. Still believe in mystical powers; that the unicorns, dragons, and the phoenix are the best mystical beings; the spirit/soul (however you might want to call it) is something that grows and is something very powerful; etc, etc (I could go on but I have homework).
Anywho, I look the same as in my high school younger years; heck, I look the same as in my elementary years. I guess it just hasn't dawned on me that I am an adult and that I'm growing old! I guess I've never stopped and thought "I'm 21. Not 12, 16, or 19. 21." I guess I should move out of my parents house, get my first job in my whole lifetime, and do things away from my comfort zone. Maybe with these changes, perhaps then I'll feel different.
But I guess I might look the same, but I know I have changed (and keep changing) in my own little ways...

BWAHAHAHA..... i know, random.

Arghhh

I feel like I should go out of this room and go out!! Buy some ice-cream at the mall and play Ninja Assassin in the arcade. Ok, the ice-cream is roughly 5-7 bucks and the game is 25 cents times the number of attempts, 5. Plus, the car needs gas, which will be around $20. Better yet, I should go to wal-mart, buy a dollar cone, and get a cake mix for Father's day. Yeah. But, after I finish this pointless homework assigment.
*sigh* I should thinking twice before taking summer courses again. :\
I feel like doing so many other things than learning about physics, although it is quite interesting.. :]

Some dream

Lets see, I Dreamt with a fairy that was apologizing because she wasn't able to help me. She was sorry for being of no use. She started to fly out through the window (which I don't have). I felt that I should stop her, and then that stupid wand that I have hanging on the wall, was making its' sound and lighting up. But that wand only activiates when somebody gives it a whirl, and I clearly saw those lights. hmmm..I should give it more thought when I have time. :\

I feel that people have lost touch with their human heart.