Tuesday, October 16, 2012

It makes complete nonsense

My brain is tired of reading stuff on the brain. lol. Right now I really don't give a damn of what the pituitary gland secretes, the hormones involved, or any spinal cord stuff. I don't care about the kidneys, the bladder, urine, or thyroid.
Now that I think about it, why the hell is the urinary system even placed alongside the CNS? Why study both of this different systems as if they were one? hormones....maybe??? Idk. I don't get anything right now.
My might be pushing my mind and brain too much. I have a few finals coming up along with some tests on the end of Oct. I will not attend my cousins wedding that was somewhere in those days of my tests....ah, now that I remember her wedding was called until further notice...anywho, I slept very little the past 2 weeks and I was never able to get my cycle back up.
I feel my mind wants to stop, absorb, and assimilate what is going on in every class. The brain has it down, but I haven't had a chance to actually stop and think about it and make sense out of all this info. I can recall stuff, but it takes too long to make the connection of point A to point B-C-D-E. I feel/know there is a correlation in everything I'm doing so far, so a part of my brain is not too worried of tests.  However, I know that once I have that paper in front, or once I have to perform my routine techniques, I'll forget something. Typical.
It always happens.

This Self just wants to lay down next to the balcony screen, feel the cool breeze coming through, and just imagine absolute nothingness.

Sunday, October 7, 2012

I was known as miss perfect

I finished my cross-stitch of the dragon fly.
yesssss.
It was completed in between loading sessions of Sword Art Online, Sukitte Inayo, and some other animes lol.

Proud! (`-`)

I like cross-stitching. It's like a puzzle with some math. It was just as fun as when I was a kid, but I stopped somewhere along 12-14 years of age (or was it even younger....hmm I don't remember). My mom sews, so I learned to use her sewing machine, needle work, repair clothing, etc. I just know I stopped doing some of this stuff because I wanted to do everything. I wanted to try everything, and at the same time, I wanted to perfect everything. Of course, I was too busy trying to do everything that I never got a chance to perfect anything. Lol. Stupid. At the very least, I got the basics to everything :]

Anywho, I feel like walking to the gas station at the corner of the street, but I'm too lazy~~

[insert pic]

Saturday, October 6, 2012

First call from Winter

Argh, I was suppose to get up at 7am to get some work done, but that didn't happen. lol

My neighbor used to play lots of good Dubstep music, but recently I've started to hear lots of piano and ambient music. If my ears don't lie to me, I think he even plays the piano. Maybe he writes his own music. I don't know, but the music playing now is really nice.

Anywho, the mornings are starting to feel very cool. I like this. Unfortunately, I think it's just a cold front arriving here in this city.
But still I'll enjoy them with some hot coffee :]

Benkyou! no no no Bankai!
I had a dream where I was speaking Japanese fluently. I don't remember what was going on (I think it was something to do with homework), but fuck! I could understand and speak it well. Now why does that not happen in real life.....

Friday, October 5, 2012

like any other day

It's Friday.
I think I should be out and about in this city. I would like to go see the Mummy display, Riverwalk, or even the Zoo. I was warned not to go downtown primarily because there was a lot of homeless people. I don't understand though. Back home there were homeless people downtown, so I don't know what's the danger that they seem to portray in their faces. Back home, they would asked for money (I have a very funny story of this one guy who asked for a dollar and I ended up giving him 2), some talked about what they have done in their lives, one offered me a job, and this one guy invited me to his space ship that was coming from Chicago and that I should bring some side dish to a carne asada that he and some others where going to have before boarding their ship to leave the city.
Yup. They are all true.
Maybe there are more here; I don't know, I'll have to go and see. I have a wedding on the last week of October, so I'll eventually head down there to get the greyhound. Let's see how that goes.

In the meantime, it's Friday, and instead of going out,  I'm here finishing some stitches of a dragonfly. I want to do Link, then maybe a Yoshi egg for my friend Vane, and maybe that little bubble gum monkey from EarthBound.
Let's see how fast I can do these :]

Health Note to Self(s): Oh, and I think I'm getting an ear infection. I feel a slight pain on both ears ,but I primarily feel pain on the left one. There was a ringing going on yesterday, but other than that nothing else was out of normal.
You might be feeling the after effects of all those times you twisted your right ankle and tore those muscles (and maybe even tendons) from years ago. STOP putting your right leg under the side of your chair that makes it worse!

Monday, October 1, 2012

yessssssssss

Internet speed is back~~

I've watched Wilfred. That was one disturbed ex lol

The Mob Doctor looks good too
---Multi-task---
I'll watch Mr. Nobody during commercials

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